Rak ræe hen means Love at First Sight (In Thai).
Hee! I decided to start blogging (/having countless of unsuccessful blogs) because I always believe that in every relationship could take me to a new height in life. Since not all pasts are pleasing to ears, but I am very sure that each and every relationships has lessons to be learnt from and great experiences that will not be easily forgotten, least to say, it held certain degree of memories stores till perhaps a new one come along- to make or to break.
Sometimes, things happened for certain reasons and its just beyond explanations.
When you least expect it, it will just come knocking on your doorstep... If it doesnt happen, always have Faith in it but dont expect it to be answered so soon. I still remember the evening before everything took place, I sent a text message to one of my girlfriends, telling her how taxing I feel (no, not because I have been trying to search for love or given up hopes, its more than this and what crazy stuffs are sitting right there for me to solve...). I was completely tired from the Love Game, come on! You must be thinking Im being silly again. Nah, not again. I just think Ive spoken things relatively fast (yes, this means Ive not been really meditating well or so...) but i have been mixing too much of personal emotions into others. Yes, why bother anyway, people think im being fake? But on the other hand, I am just playing my part as a frien (we still can be friends even not a lover...), I live to my conscious clear. Life is very profound yet simple in a way, same goes for any relationship.
Hmmm! Just before I was about to walk my journey of singlehood, the Universe decides to send someone to accompany me. It was quite interesting for things do happen too fast too furious... Till now Im still trying to convince myself that everything is Real and Im not dreaming. To be honest, everything was really "at first sight"...
How does that feels? You will feel it when you learn how to let go of the past and live life as normal. It was not easy but all I could say its worth it because he appears when I need someone most (ok, its tough to explain this part but I just know, this is the very best point where Universe convinced me that he is there when I really need him most.)... Sensing the spiritual vibe he gives when we first meet (thanks to Angelize babe) and everything seems pre-planned but hey no, it wasnt.
Its just rational, and for all these days, I know Im entering a candy-floss machine. Hmmm! Should I not say things too soon?
Hmm! Maybe this is sparks, this is miracle. I will cherish every moment for I believe...
XOXOXO, Cheryl
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